Yesterday we found out Ionut passed away. He passed away on Tuesday night, just one week after Iulia did. I loved this kid so much. He is my angel. I know I was there to comfort him, but I'm sure he comforted me more than I did him. I can't say how many times he was a source of spiritual strength and inspiration to me. I will miss him so much, but I will never forget him. He has changed my heart.
Nearly two months ago we had a false alarm and thought Ionut had died. I broke down, because I was not ready to let him go. I felt like I still needed him. Holly played this song as she tried to sort out her feelings, and I just sobbed as I listened to it. I will always think of him whenever I hear this song now. I love you, Ionut.
Tears in Heaven
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven
Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please
Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven
4 comments:
There will only be tears of joy in heaven. I hope to meet Ionut some day. Will you introduce us please? I am sad to have him go, but I am also so happy for him now in paradise. His test is over.
Oh Abbi! This breaks my heart. Your service to him and to yourself is wonderful! I am quite sure your heart has grown 10 times bigger. Just think though how perfect he is in Heaven though! What a blessing it has been for you to be touched by so many wonderful opportunities there!
I hope you find comfort!
I've obviously never met him, but I feel his spirit as it's touched your life and know he is an amazing individual. What a blessing it must have been to be able to associate with such a great spirit.
Aunt Abbi,
How did he die again? I remember tyou told me or was it that his brother gave him a peanut?
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